I have agoraphobia, which can mean either I have a fear of large spaces or I have a fear of leaving the house. For me it is leaving the house, and so much of the past six years has been spent inside my fifth-floor apartment in Montclair, a suburb just outside of New York City. Though it has let up significantly over the years I am still pretty much a prisoner when winter comes. Sky-watching has always been a past-time of mine, especially now that I have the view that I do, and it helps ease the pain when I am too sick to go out.
This is my life through my window.
I'm a social autistic, a layabout with Panic/Anxiety Disorder, and a terminal optimist with clinical depression. I am oversensitive to stimuli but overdose on it willingly, my synesthesia enhancing it all the more. I'm a reclusive and fragile but I'll jump off a cliff if I feel there's something important to learn from it.
I live a strange, charmed life pocked with small wonders and bursts of impossibility achieved. I'm a professional artist despite my best efforts to be a professional writer. I have a collection of marbles that I maintain are all facsimiles of other universes and once grew tomatoes out of the trunk of my car.
I created my own ideas to compensate and wrote/illustrated a book in order to share my results with others. One of my life's quests to get it traditionally published.
The other is to become wise.
menet dice
Beautiful. You have a very good eye.
If you ever get out, would like to see the rest of the world from your viewpoint :-)
Morgan
publicado 21 de oct. a las 09:27 PST
punkyst dice
Nice work, I posted to facebook the thought, we share a similar sight, I have always liked sky watching, much of the shots I have in my new PBN of Fata Naturii are from my patio.
publicado 14 de jul. a las 15:43 PST